I Surrender

Mark 8:35 For whoever wants to save their life will lose it, but whoever loses their life for me and for the gospel will save it.

Many times I've tried shutting down my senses whenever I heed the call. I am just not used to being commanded or controlled. I had things done my own way. I had most of my problems all sorted out by myself. I've managed life alone, or so I thought. 

I was dismissing the very reason for my success and I only acknowledge the presence whenever it's against. I find it iffy to follow if I think it doesn't makes sense.

Ironically, this blog was created for that very purpose. I was pushed to, I thought, yet I benefited from the intrusion. 

But I was not bold enough. I hid between my words. In silence I ascribe the very reason I am writing. 


And then suddenly I realized the promises are coming into fruition. The questions have been answered, coupled with encouragement and comfort. In awe, I am embracing it. After all, who am I to say No to whom who've responded Yes to all of my prayers. 

This blog is just one of His tools, and I am glad He recognizes my love for words. Thank you for this blog. Thank you for giving me my identity.